Hooked on Phonics
Worked for Me
My Life Behind the Mask
by Jacob B. Bleu - Revised & Updated
This is the most personal thing I've ever written.
For 37 years I felt "off"—out of place, too much, not enough… and I could never explain why. It wasn't until recently that I learned the truth: I'm neurodivergent. And I've been masking my entire life.
This book is the story of how it all began—dyslexia, ADHD, quiet trauma, and survival behind a smile. From hiding in the school bathroom during reading time… to navigating domestic violence at home… to giving the eulogy at my own mother's funeral without ever getting to be her son.
There's grief. There's humor. And yes…
there's an entire chapter about a single pubic hair named Harry. (You're welcome.)
This Book Is For You If...
You've ever felt different…
You've ever molded yourself just to survive…
You've ever carried silence heavier than words…
What's Inside This Book
Full eBook (PDF)
Complete digital edition, ready to read on any device
11 Deeply Personal Chapters
Raw, honest stories from 37 years behind the mask
Stories on Masking & Trauma
Dyslexia, ADHD, and late neurodivergent discovery
The Legendary "Harry" Chapter
Yes, it's about a pubic hair. Yes, you'll love it.
Letters of Gratitude & Release
Apologies, gratitude, and inner child healing
A Hope-Filled Closing
The beginning of becoming me—truly seen
💛 This isn't the end. It's the beginning of being seen. Of being me.
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Thank you for being here. Thank you for seeing me.